Hi everyone, I hope you are having a magical day. I have been putting off writing this for quite a long time but for those of you who follow and support me on twitter you will know that there has been something wrong for a while.
My partner of 4 years ended our relationship shortly after I returned from Walt Disney World. Although neither of us were particularly happy in the relationship I always thought that we would work through rough patches and come out happy the other side. Unfortunately he did not want to spend anymore time working on things and I have had to come to terms that this is now over. To say that this has been hard is a great understatement. We have lived together in 3 different homes for 3 years, been on holidays, attended family weddings, become a team. I am not just losing my partner I am losing my best friend.
I am strong believer in god (little known to my friends or family but I am) and I am also believe that everything happens for a reason. I have taken the first steps to follow my career dreams and this is something positive that has come out of this extremely hard situation. I am leaving Oxford and my home to go back and live with my parents, as much as I would like to live on my own I can’t afford the rent on my own in London plus I feel that being with my mum and dad is only going to help repair my broken heart.
I just want to say to everyone on my twitter, our disneyfamily such a big thank you. If I have ever tweeted when I am down you have always come to me with messages of support and I can’t even begin to tell you all how much you have kept me and my spirits up. I know that if I am feeling so terribly lonely that I always have people who I can talk to and rely on for their friendship. When I started this blog, twitter and youtube I didn’t think in a million years that I would have built the friendships that I have and I am so eternally grateful for each and every one of you :).
I know that these things are sent to try us and I know that I will be okay. To my friends I am always the girl that gets up, dusts herself off and keeps going and I will this is just taking a little while longer! I don’t want to end the relationship on a bitter note and as we still live together until September I am trying my hardest to remain friends as being bitter is not good for the heart.
There is so much I want to write about our trip to Walt Disney World but I felt that I needed to explain what is going on first. But now that is out of the way…. lets get back to my favourite subject… WALT DISNEY WORLD!!! Please let me know if there is something in particular that you would like us to write about we visited a lot of restaurants and I am going to review them all, rides, hotels and things we didn’t know about disney!
Thank you all again for your continued support, you all are the best!